Standing in front of the mirror is by far the most wierd thing i experience everytime, imao. Like, really, think about it. Your default view of yourself is from within, and then u see a thing, an actual living thing, which is your cover, or your external facet, and youre just tryna recognize whats inside by just looking at it for minutes but then u realize, not only u cant recognize yourself this way, u couldnt even remember your face correctly. U just cant. Like its so wierd, after 20 yrs, i still dont know how should i look at myself, or what is she, and sometimes i think i still couldnt accept that this actually is me. Im not talking about aesthetics, im just saying, its wierd to have an external view of yourself.