So, according to the last post, the best place i could ever be, is just here, the place i am now. And the best time is the present momebt, and the best thing i should be following that should be my goal, is myself! Just me. And so this gives me a sense of peace. Know the fact that i should do anything, for her to feel good, healty, beautiful in the ina nd out, update her the best as i can. Ya know.

And, take care of her, and her interests, bacuse ultimately, i am her, i live with her, till the last second of my life. We'll die together, never fall apart. And when she is happy doing sth, i am happy. And so the only things that matter in this life, i think is happiness, peace, calmness...

And thats how i feel like a whole, ya know. Early on, i thought my bad sides, are the problem and i should remove ghem completely , but now that the external factors been removed, i think im much happier.

Also, i wanned to mention that, its funny how i thought i wanned to live like selena Gomez, but now i dont becase u know the thing which we see about pple, is not the one's they experience. And so if i was in her shoes, i wouldnt be experiencing what her fans do, obviously that nuch of joy and excitement. I dont want to provide an answer for every step i take. I wanna be free. Help ppl. Enjoy. Just that. Chill babe!